January 2010
I have a million thoughts jumbled up in my head, and everytime I want to write them down, I can’t.
There’s a block somewhere.
I’ve tried, I’ve tried to move on, but everytime I get close to someone new, something happens and the person slips away from me. How is it that I’m not allowed to love you, and yet I’m not allowed to move on either?
I can think of a million reasons why I don’t deserve you.
I’m not hot enough, not pretty enough, not smart enough, not hardworking enough…
But I could have loved you far more than anyone else could ever have attempted to. Shouldn’t that have counted for something?
Isn't it funny how my only escape route seems to...